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You entered: stephanie rose flores lucero
There are 25 letters in your name.
Those 25 letters total to 123
There are 11 vowels and 14 consonants in your name.
What your first name means:Greek Female Feminine form of Stephen: Crown; victorious.
French Female Crowned in victory.
Your number is: 6
The characteristics of #6 are: Responsibility, protection, nurturing, community, balance, sympathy.
The expression or destiny for #6:
The number 6 Expression provides you a truly outstanding sense of responsibility, love, and balance. The 6 is helpful and ever conscientious, making you quite capable of rectifying and balancing any sort of inharmonious situation. You are a person very much inclined to give help and comfort to those in need. You have a natural penchant for working with the old, the young, the sick, or the underprivileged. Although you may have considerable creative and artistic talents, the chances are that you will devote yourself to an occupation that shows concern for the betterment of the community.
The positive side of the number 6 suggests that you are very loving, friendly, and appreciative of others. You have a depth of understanding that produces much sympathetic, kindness, and generosity. The qualities of the 6 make the finest and most concerned parent and one often deeply involved in domestic activities. Openness and honesty is apparent in your approach to all relationships.
If there is an excess of the number 6 in your makeup, you may exhibit some of the negative traits associated with this number. There may be a tendency for you to be too exacting and demanding of yourself. In this regard, you may at times sacrifice yourself (or your loved ones) for the welfare of others. In some cases, the over zealous 6 has difficulty distinguishing helping from interfering. You may have difficulty expressing your own individuality, because of involvement with responsibilities and causes. Like all with the Expression of the number 6, it's quite likely that you worry much too much.
Your Soul Urge number is: 11
A Soul Urge number of 11 means:
With the 11 Soul Urge, much of your thinking and interests relate to the abstract, the spiritual, and utopian dreams. You are motivated toward idealistic concepts, and the sharing of your ideas and concepts with humanity. This number is not one that is giving in a material or a practical sense, but rather one who desires to help mankind with a more abstract commodity such as religion, spiritualism, occult studies, or even psychic abilities.
If you possess the positive 11 Soul Urge traits, you have a dream of the perfect world; you are highly idealistic and inspirational. Your inner strength and devotion to your beliefs are extremely strong. You have a very good mind that is especially well equipped to handle the higher, more abstract forms of thought.
If there is an excess of 11 energy in your makeup, you may possess some the negative 11 traits. There is a tendency for the 11 to produce considerable amounts of nervous tension which is bought on by a very high level of awareness. You may be too sensitive and overly emotional. In some cases, these sensitivities and emotions are quite repressed, and this tends to add even more to the sense of nervousness in the makeup.
The strong 11 is not a very practical person because of the extreme idealism; often, there is a degree of self-deception present. There is usually a rather fixed idea of right and wrong held by those showing strong 11 traits, and with this very often is a resulting attitude of inflexibility.
Your Inner Dream number is: 4
An Inner Dream number of 4 means:
You dream of being a very solid citizen that people can depend upon. You strive for organization and predictable order. You want to be recognized as a person with a plan and the discipline to make that plan work like clockwork.
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May. 15th, 2007 @ 05:39 am
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wrong move.
had lunch/2ndbreakfast with g, rb, and cel, then the couple left and lt arrived. had a girl bonding moment. haha. labo. then maika arrived. anyway, tinamad ako bigla magupdatestate of mind...:  blank |
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studying for my test tomorrow. must be diligent!
yeah rightstate of mind...: lazy |
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"last night i couldnt even get an answer...i tried to call but my pride wont let me dial...im sitting here with this blank expression...i wanna curl up like a child." (last night lyrics - song playing)
it was called a happy mother's day not a cranky mother's day. for some weird reason, my mom was moody. i thought she was getting okay before we left home but she returned to her moody side when we got back home. we left the gift on top of the bed, like our usual ritual, but she didnt bother opening it. oh well. i just cant wait to leave this house. i hope inna will be fine with the dorm we're going to stay in.
i have a big achievement. it's weird. i can do it. but i cant help but think. why? ...if this is what you like. then live with it.state of mind...:  cranky |
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my day was supposed to be ok. but my plan was ruined. oh well. i was supposed to go out with g after she let me out of my class but something happened. i ended up messing schedules of people. had my tutorial session after then saw some nice finds. anne, mocca, miles, troy. when they all left, i waited for my arki friends. anna, anjo, tom, and i had lunch at flaming wings then stayed at anjo's place. congratulations to tom and to her new girl! =) kinikilig kami ni anna habang nagkkwento sya. si anjo rin kaya? haha. i had to leave early because mama is already home. hahaha. then the rain started pouring while i was inside the jeepney and got myself wet.
my day was not that ruined anyway...
hmm...i can feel a new pimple being born...good thing long weekend is ahead! hahaha!state of mind...: blank |
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i just uploaded the fab "model" shots of my asaphil batchmates and i. hahhaa. nice one! feeling models!
anyway, wala akong malagay...hmmm...study later for math!
i watched a video nga pla kanina. for the 3rd, umiyak ulit ako. hahaha. ang babaw ng luha ko. namiss ko lng na complete barkada ko.state of mind...: blank |
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i read my previouse journal entries yesterday. i noticed that i would only post when im sad or something significant worth posting happened. haha. so if there are huge gaps in between my entries, it just shows that im contented with my life during those gaps. hahaha. oh well.
i just finished reading like water for chocolate...ooohhh...wala lng. why would that girl wait for her guy for 20 years?? oh well. the magic of love.
bored bored bored
ill wait for anne and celine tomorrow before their classes start. haha. wala lng. then go home and lie down.
hmm...just curious, what's the diff between puppy love and true love? does true love really last? haha. im listening kse to a senti/sappy song.with the melody of...: one moment more - mindy smith |
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what more can you ask for...i should have went out with my friends...it's just too hot here...too uninteresting. i did nothing but lie down, sleep, eat, and some chores.
i had my more than 12-hour sleep again. i woke up feeling sad. because of my dream. hence, my depressing mood. i shouldnt be dreaming like that. it's literally waking up from a good dream. i even remember the sepia colors. haha. i was at the multi with my batchmates, caria and company are even there. i think celine was also there. i was with someone. oh well. a happy dream that turns sad when the dream is over.
i hate math! we had our 3rd long exam yesterday. and im sure i'll fail that exam. passing it is so impossible. it's my fault. i didnt study that much the day before. is it my fault if im too lazy to study math? yes. hmmm...
cant wait for the survivor getaway with my friends.
today is a boring day.state of mind...:  bored |
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bored...hot...lazy
Level 1
( ) smoked a cigarette -
( ) smoked a cigar -
( ) done weed -
(x) drank alcohol -
SO FAR: 1
Level 2
(x) in/been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
SO FAR: 4
Level 3
( ) snuck out of the house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone out on a blind date..
SO FAR: 5
Level 4
(x) had a crush on an older person
(x) skipped school
( ) slept (not sex) with a co-worker
(x) seen someone/something die
SO FAR: 8
Level 5
(x) had/have a crush or liked on one of ur friends.
( ) been to Paris
( ) been to Spain
( ) been on a plane
(x) thrown up from drinking
SO FAR: 10
Level 6
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
( ) been mosh pitting
SO FAR: 11
Level 7
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken pain killers
(x) love/loved someone who you cant have
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel
SO FAR: 14
Level 8
( ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
( ) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress ups
SO FAR: 17
level 9
( ) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledging
(x) cheated while playing a game.
(x) been lonely
( ) fallen asleep at work/school
SO FAR: 19
Level 10
(x) used a fake/someone else's ID
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
( ) killed a snake
so far: 22
Level 11
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed/vandalized
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
( ) pet a deer
SO FAR: 25
Level 12
(x) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention
(x) been in a car/motorcycle/4-wheeler accident
SO FAR: 27
Level 13
( ) had/have braces
( ) eaten a whole tub of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
SO FAR: 28
Level 14
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
SO FAR: 32
Level 15
( ) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the world
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like you were dying
SO FAR: 35
Level 16
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sang karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins (desperate measures)
SO FAR: 40
Level 17
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) kissed in the rain
SO FAR: 43
Level 18
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun set with someone you care/cared about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
SO FAR: 46
Level 19
( ) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
(x) had a wish come true
SO FAR: 48
Level 20
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed "penis/dick" in class
( ) swam with dolphins
SO FAR: 49
Level 22
( ) got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/ice cube
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothe (Which one? Hahahaha!)
( ) Sat on a roof top
SO FAR: 50
Level 23
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done/attempted a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 5 hours
(x) stayed up all night
SO FAR: 54
Level 24
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had/been in a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
SO FAR: 57
Level 25
(x) believe in ghosts
(x) have/had more than 30 pairs of shoes throughout your life
( ) gone streaking
( ) gone to jail
SO FAR: 59
Level 26
(x) played chicken
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) been easily amused
SO FAR: 63
Level 27
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made a porn video
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
SO FAR: 66
Level 28
( ) mooned/flashed someone
( ) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name
( ) slept naked
( ) French braided someones hair
(x) gone skinny dippin in a pool
( ) been kicked out of your house
SO FAR: 69
Level 30
(x) Rode on a roller coaster
(x) went scuba-diving/snorkeling
(x) had a cavity
(x) Black-mailed someone
(x) been black mailed
SO FAR: 74
Level 31
(x) Been used
( ) fell going up the stairs
( ) licked a cat . .
(x) bitten someone
(x) licked someone
TOTAL: 77
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ok...di pa rin ako makaaral...mag-isa lng ako kaya sort of paranoid sa bawat sound. haha. bakit ba kse umalis ulit maid namin. oh well. bonding days with the house are ahead. haha. so everyone is welcome to visit me and let's have a house party! right maika? hahaha. =pstate of mind...:  bouncy |
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wala lng. =p kinikilig ako.
last last night, i dreamt of someone. again. haha. i was inside a cafeteria with some guy and he was texting someone. he was telling he's txtmate to join us. and so he did. hahaha. when he entered the room he said something that made everyone inside the room look at us. hahaha. tas ginising ako ni pa. kainis! pero paggising ko naffeel ko pa rin ung nafeel ko sa dream. hahaha. =p
haha. ang shallow. anyway, im supposed to be studying now for my test tomorrow. but i cant. haha. sayang ung moment. kso ang bagal magreply.
ok...nagonline si nica...mamaya na ako aral. whahaha!state of mind...:  flirty |
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looks interesting kse e. oh well. maika's here. haha.
ANUNG KUWENTO NG...?
1. anung kwento ng pangalan mo?
> hmm...i was supposed to be named karl dominic since my parents thought i was a boy. then they thought of ann dominique after my father, dominador. tas biglang naging stephanie rose since sherry rose si ate. gusto nila s____ rose. kse rose nick ni ma. =) kung bakit stephanie...di ko alam. haha
2. anung kwento nung 7th bday mo?
> isa sa mga happiest childhood memories! daming gift n guests! sa jollibee. tas si shang may nalaglag na balloon and sakto sya sa face ko nung napadevelop ung pic. haha
3. anung kwento last bday mo?
> 18th bday. i went to school early since oral exams ko lng sa philo and some person has no morning class. watched some video he made then went to g @ math bldg to get the brownies i baked the day before. tas lunch at chockiss tas sa hapon nakita ko si inna naglalakad sa acad oval tas ang stalker. tas nung night dinner at italliani's with my family tas nawweirduhan ako kse sa soup palang tas gutom na ko n sleepy tas biglang dumating barkada ko. surprise surprise! =) tas day after dinner with relatives. =)
4. anung kwento ng 1st lovelife mo?
> met him sa aa event tas petty crush na di ko akalaing magiging kami. asked him sa prom tas he asked me too tas un. fun prom night. tas nung end ng yr3, one level higher. tas after 7 months, naging kami. tas after 1 year and 3 months wala na. haha.
5. anung kwento ng lovelife mo ngayon?
> unrequited love. na inaalis ko na. hahaha.
6. anung kwento ng cellphone mo?
> ma asked me if i wanted my phoneline to be postpaid so i said yes. tas pili ng phone. 6280. i wanted n73. kso mahal.
7. anung kwento ng computer mo?
> 1st yr hs ata. i remember having a lasalle folder e. hahaha. jologs.
8. ano kwento ng kwarto mo?
> small lng sya originally tas extended sya nung (accdg to maika)turning gr7. ngayon ginawa ulit ng double deck dahil sa arki stuff ko. haha
9. anung kwento mo last christmas?
> may theme. haha. yellow amin. tas fun sya. late na kami natulog. 5am ata. =)
10. anung kwento mo last valentines
day?
> nagbowling ako tas may math14 test ako. tas halatang sad. hahaha
11. anung kwento ng chinelas na suot
mo ngayon?
> kay ate to e. buy 1 take 1 sa market market. e gusto ko ng new slippers. bumili kami. =)
12. anung kwento nung una mong nakita
yung crush mo?
> sa archery na pe habang naghihintay. tas kilala ni cel kse lagi kami naghihintay dun. tas nung debut ni anne, napagkamalan ko sya si dan so todo hi ako tas sya rin. tas mali pala. hahaha. tas simula nun lagi nang galak maghi. hahaha
13. anung kwento sayo ng nanay mo
tungkol kay santa claus?
> si papa lagi nagppretend na sya si santa. pero halatang sya e. tas napaniwala ako ng cousin ko na si santa ung may lights sa sky one time nung xmas. hahaha.
14. anung kwento tungkol sa inyo ng
boyfriend mo?
> wala ako nun e. =p si maika boyfriend ko. wahaha. kse kami lagi ung wheeler nina arby n g. next time edit ko to. meron na. hahaha.
15. anung kwento nung best movie na
pinanood mo?
> 50 first dates? haha. malay ko. feel-good movie and paasa na may guy pang ganon. haha.
16. anung kwento nung last time na
umiyak ka?
> sunday night. long story. anyway, kaya di ko rin naiyak nung monday |
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yesterday was an interesting day. after my math class, wherein my teacher unknowingly extended the class hours for another 15min, i went straight to maika's. we were supposed to go to st francis but it was too late na. we ended up waiting for cel n anne at the math bldg. met up with kitt later on. hahaha!
then headed to drew's. i knew it. he's there. it's his barkada thing. oh well. i saw his real side. im just sad since i fell for someone with different personalities. the guy i saw last night was the person i know. or maybe that was his real side. i just dont get it why cant he have his own personality. a character where he doesnt have to blend in with his group. that's him. oh well. too bad. i was just sad because of that fact.
anyway, the night was fun. kitt enlightened me with lots of things. another LT in him! hahaha!
have to go.
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thanks for an eye-opening, up-and-down friendship.
i can say it was worthwhile knowing someone like you.
see you next time when i see.
goodbye.
im in maika's place right now. she's busy removing all her morning dirt and sloth in the shower. haha. cant wait to buy my new pair of shorts later. cant wait to bond with my barkada.
i realized i was just lying down during my whole weekend. talking to no one. what a productive one. i deserve something more productive and worth remembering. haha.state of mind...: describe it for me |
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i'll just wait
i'll just go with the flow
i wont force things to happen
i'll live the present while thinking of the future and not minding the past
promise
i had a veronica mars marathon last night. oh well...i want a logan in my life. haha. a cute bad boy always ready to save me from danger. hahaha!state of mind...: bouncy |
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yeah right
went to UP for my early morning math class. got my math53 first exam. 60%. ruined my day. usual bothering depressing thoughts also came while having classes. didnt get the lessons. ended up scheduling my first consultation ever tomorrow after classes. was trying my best to feel ok. but ended up not ok. went to washroom instead. thinking happy thoughts. as i was on my way to the stairs. someone called me. someone i didnt expect. THAT made my day. walked to AS. wrong place. went to infirmary. then another person arrived after almost a month of absence. made my day more interesting. met up with anne and kevin @ casaa. met up with inna @ katag. walking under the UP heat as if we're not dark enough. went to OUR. then PNB. then math bldg again. with the same guy in the jeep. returned to OUR. got our UPG. something that raised my low self esteem. MATALINO AKO. ok. i really feel dumb nowadays. always mediocre and failing grades. anyway. went to elizabeth hall then burgundy one then dormitoryana then my place for our dorm hopping. one word: i was really impressed with my place. if only im rich and spoiled i'll stay there. oh well. too bad. im not. im just a regular, kuripot, middle-class girl who's having a hard time with her studies and who wants to start something new in her uninteresting life.
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Apr. 23rd, 2007 @ 02:22 am
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it's amazing how my thoughts are always clouded with lies that i perceive as truths. they hinder me from living in the bittersweet real world. someday, that little pinky finger will let lose and fall hard in that reality. just waiting for my right mind.
ok ang drama. anyway, im super hungry! no food at home! =(state of mind...: blank |
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and i dont love them just because they love me back. i love them because they are.
ok. labo.
haha!
in short, i had one whole day with them. not with all of them. but at least most of them were there. =)we went to sun valley then stayed at gsel's where inna suddenly "appeared" haha. stayed at maika's afterwards, and the others left by 6. i was there til 10. =) i love this day! i miss gimiks with friends! ahha. just like the good old days.state of mind...:  amused |
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it's ironic. i was just telling celine on our way home that im finally happy as in the happiness i really need then g talked to me saying that i was pretending to be happy and deep inside im really sad. she just told me those things out of the blue. and now, im confused...i know what she was telling me were all facts...and she just confirmed my stupidity. i dont know if she was able to read my previous entry but it seems like her words make it appear like so. im back to not knowing what to do next...state of mind...:  confused |
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"If pain must come, may it come quickly, because I have a life to live, and I want to live it well. If he has to make a choice, may he make it now. Then I will either wait for him or forget him. Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing what to do is the worst kind of suffering."
- By The River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept (Paulo Coelho)
got this one from caria...just like her...i already read the book but it didnt really hit me. i even forgot its plot. saw it in natio yesterday while browsing with maika. and i really cant remember the story. all i know is that someone was writing a story then...haha. ok spoiler... anyway, the lines explain my situation... i must have been born stupid...i really dont know why im like this. other people seem to know what to do after an "event" and they manage to do it. why cant i be like them? everytime i try to do it, something's holding me back. am i that stupid? i know i already improved but after all those things, i still do what the others are telling me not to do. but dont worry, im better now. it's just that i feel like im stupid for being like this...
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